teetalks

I am lost. I don’t know when it started, if this is how it’s always been for me. I change my mind so often but always passionately, convinced I’m putting myself in the right direction. I’m starting this blog in hopes to relieve some curiosity, mental tension or maybe even help someone else who is confused to feel less alone. I am not lost at sea wondering where home is, I am nowhere, grasping the people closest to me to be my guiding light. I am 35, a nurse and confused. I never planned on becoming a nurse, a bank teller, a life insurance salesperson, a waitress, a human resources executive, a cashier, a move theater ticket salesperson. I’ve had over 45 jobs, all of which I thought were leading me closer to figuring out what the fuck I’m supposed to do. I landed here with the help of my magnificent boyfriend. And so it begins, whatever this is.