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4/24/26 friday
Hello. I was up late last night thinking about things as one does and I had something written in my head and then went to bed. Naturally. I forgot. What was on my racing mind is usually my relationships, current, past, future. What they’ve given or taken away and what I learned about myself from… Continue reading
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4/21/26 – Tuesday
Realizing how negatively influenced I have been by friends in the past made me notice how inappropriately violence has been in the center. Recognizing certain words, phrases, ideas, belief systems under the guise and manipulation of “being based” or trying “not to be woke” has only hindered what actually matters, understanding, kindness and respect. My… Continue reading
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4/2/26
Hello I cant believe my life sometimes, I feel so clueless. I tend to be very polar, all in or all out. I fully agree or disagree and it changes. Relationships, friends, movies, music, I can be all or nothing. One day I am 100% more of my 100% self and agreeing with a career… Continue reading
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11.6.25
Inconsistency is all I know. ADHD ADD PCOS endometriosis blaaaaah blaaaah blaaaahhh. Im sitting here watching Oliver & Company thinking… what would I look like as a cartoon? Would I be a bug or a fairy or an animal? Would I be a toaster, blanket, lamp, radio or even a vacuum? Would my hair be… Continue reading
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8.14.25
I’m here at Barnes n Noble “doing homework” and I realize how painful research is. I really only ever want to share my opinion because I’m not a scientist, I’m a brat. Someone else did research and I believe that their efforts and integrity are trustworthy because honestly I’m just lazy. I am lazy in… Continue reading
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7.28.25 Monday
I really think about this space to write quite often and for whatever reason can’t pull the trigger when I want to write. Theres even an app, I am still not committed. I haven’t been to the gym, I don’t run, if I’m too tired I cancel yoga. Am I lazy or is it “ADHD”,… Continue reading
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6/25/25 Wednesday
Wednesday was full of woe. I was born on a Wednesday so, that adds up. I saw an old best friend today, she was 50 feet in front of me with her daughter and a friend who had children with her. I could have shouted but really; I didn’t feel any urge, I didn’t feel… Continue reading
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Mon 6/2/25
Holy shit it’s been a while. Ya know, I really hate killing bugs, of any kind. I hate killing ants, spiders, accidentally having them hit my windshield makes me feel guilt for so long. Smacking a mosquito feels barbaric, I know they carry pathogens but it’s a life. I took its life. The only ones… Continue reading
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2.19.25
Its been so long. The apartment is now our home. Not all of my things are here but Paul is, Shenzi’s ashes are and Angel is here. We’re all stinkin up the place. Ive never been so in love and in such grief at the same time. Ive never had the safety in a relationship… Continue reading
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1.9.25 thursday
I almost feel like a fool, wanting things for myself. We’re still setting up our new little home and I think about things my mom has, an electric can opener she keeps on the counter. I want one, I don’t have much counter space but I want one, I can put it away and then… Continue reading
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