teetalks

I’m here at Barnes n Noble “doing homework” and I realize how painful research is. I really only ever want to share my opinion because I’m not a scientist, I’m a brat. Someone else did research and I believe that their efforts and integrity are trustworthy because honestly I’m just lazy. I am lazy in my efforts to do research beyond what any article says, I just want to chit chat. I think thats what I find the most difficult about school, not understanding the material but writing about something thats already been written. Why can’t I just give you two articles that oppose each other and you understand that I understand that medicine is a case by case study. Some people tolerated the vaccine well, some didn’t, enough said. There, thats my whole fucking research paper. How do I write an opinion article and people care enough to read what I have to say? Should I start vlogging and make a youtube channel or something? I don’t think I’m more important or more educated than the next person but I think I’m good at explaining things. Especially things that get overcomplicated and it’s never that serious to overcomplicate. I don’t need multi-syllable words to tell you that traffic is annoying to some but to others a great opportunity to finish the ending of their favorite song before work. I don’t need a research paper to prove that… it took me two sentences max.

Anyway, Pauls sister got married over the weekend and it was incredible spectacular magical special romantic beautiful. The weather was perfect, the sun was shining and we were by the river. The food was good the dj was good everyone was dancing and having so much fun. What a joy it was to be a part of this pivotal memory. Sara looked even more stunning somehow. She was glowing like the sun and Mikey was shining back at her. Their love was transformative because so many people were able to be at their best. Paul and I fell more in love. Family bonds became closer. It was superb, to say the least.

10/10, would recommend.

Now I’m supposed to be finishing this paper for school and honestly its like I’m pulling my own teeth out. I know I procrastinate, I work well under pressure and I dont care that its last minute. What pisses me off is this has nothing to do with the course I’m taking. WHATEVER its almost over. Today is the last day of summer school. I still think about journalism and interviewing people, traveling to get a story. But what am I even passionate about? Chatting?

Meeting strangers and making friends, I guess I could vlog that, I don’t have an angle other than wanting to talk to people.

Ok ok, I’m gonna finish this paper byeeeee.