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7.28.25 Monday
I really think about this space to write quite often and for whatever reason can’t pull the trigger when I want to write. Theres even an app, I am still not committed. I haven’t been to the gym, I don’t run, if I’m too tired I cancel yoga. Am I lazy or is it “ADHD”, Continue reading
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Mon 6/2/25
Holy shit it’s been a while. Ya know, I really hate killing bugs, of any kind. I hate killing ants, spiders, accidentally having them hit my windshield makes me feel guilt for so long. Smacking a mosquito feels barbaric, I know they carry pathogens but it’s a life. I took its life. The only ones Continue reading
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1.9.25 thursday
I almost feel like a fool, wanting things for myself. We’re still setting up our new little home and I think about things my mom has, an electric can opener she keeps on the counter. I want one, I don’t have much counter space but I want one, I can put it away and then Continue reading
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12.17.24 tuesday
Life can be so weird and sad sometimes. I’ve only ever felt lonely when im longing for something that doesn’t belong to me. my friendships have never felt lifelong, even the good ones. ever waiting for the eventual end, i grieve their loss before it comes. The friends I have now, I am unsure, if Continue reading