teetalks

“no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be good. like gold or emerald or purple repeating to itself, "no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be emerald, my color undiminished.”

guilt

  • Mon 6/2/25

    Holy shit it’s been a while. Ya know, I really hate killing bugs, of any kind. I hate killing ants, spiders, accidentally having them hit my windshield makes me feel guilt for so long. Smacking a mosquito feels barbaric, I know they carry pathogens but it’s a life. I took its life. The only ones Continue reading

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  • 12.5.24 thursday

    My hormones affect me greatly, I am so easily swayed by irritability and fatigue. I know being diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis is an “answer” for “understanding” but how am I supposed to deal with this? Hmmm herbal tea, avoid carcinogens, avoid caffeine and sugar and also even though you’re in pain do weight lifting Continue reading

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