teetalks

“no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be good. like gold or emerald or purple repeating to itself, "no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be emerald, my color undiminished.”

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  • 7.28.25 Monday

    I really think about this space to write quite often and for whatever reason can’t pull the trigger when I want to write. Theres even an app, I am still not committed. I haven’t been to the gym, I don’t run, if I’m too tired I cancel yoga. Am I lazy or is it “ADHD”, Continue reading

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  • Mon 6/2/25

    Holy shit it’s been a while. Ya know, I really hate killing bugs, of any kind. I hate killing ants, spiders, accidentally having them hit my windshield makes me feel guilt for so long. Smacking a mosquito feels barbaric, I know they carry pathogens but it’s a life. I took its life. The only ones Continue reading

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  • 2.19.25

    Its been so long. The apartment is now our home. Not all of my things are here but Paul is, Shenzi’s ashes are and Angel is here. We’re all stinkin up the place. Ive never been so in love and in such grief at the same time. Ive never had the safety in a relationship Continue reading

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  • 1.9.25 thursday

    I almost feel like a fool, wanting things for myself. We’re still setting up our new little home and I think about things my mom has, an electric can opener she keeps on the counter. I want one, I don’t have much counter space but I want one, I can put it away and then Continue reading

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  • 1.7.25 tuesday

    Technically it’s Wednesday now but I’m home from work wide awake, just thinking. Today is our 2 year anniversary and I can’t believe someone tolerated me and my madness for this long. That’s dramatic but I feel like I’m a handful. We moved into our new apartment and its quirky and cozy just like us. Continue reading

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