teetalks

“no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be good. like gold or emerald or purple repeating to itself, "no matter what anyone says or does, my task is to be emerald, my color undiminished.”

mental-health

  • 8.14.25

    I’m here at Barnes n Noble “doing homework” and I realize how painful research is. I really only ever want to share my opinion because I’m not a scientist, I’m a brat. Someone else did research and I believe that their efforts and integrity are trustworthy because honestly I’m just lazy. I am lazy in Continue reading

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  • 7.28.25 Monday

    I really think about this space to write quite often and for whatever reason can’t pull the trigger when I want to write. Theres even an app, I am still not committed. I haven’t been to the gym, I don’t run, if I’m too tired I cancel yoga. Am I lazy or is it “ADHD”, Continue reading

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  • Mon 6/2/25

    Holy shit it’s been a while. Ya know, I really hate killing bugs, of any kind. I hate killing ants, spiders, accidentally having them hit my windshield makes me feel guilt for so long. Smacking a mosquito feels barbaric, I know they carry pathogens but it’s a life. I took its life. The only ones Continue reading

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  • 12.5.24 thursday

    My hormones affect me greatly, I am so easily swayed by irritability and fatigue. I know being diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis is an “answer” for “understanding” but how am I supposed to deal with this? Hmmm herbal tea, avoid carcinogens, avoid caffeine and sugar and also even though you’re in pain do weight lifting Continue reading

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  • friday 11.22.23

    Consistency in habits is a lifelong punishment I have to endure. It’s something I’ve always struggled with, even for things I enjoy doing, I cannot be consistent. That leads me here, also inconsistent in my writing, my efforts of expressing myself through literature failing me because I am a lazy person. When I’m at work Continue reading

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