teetalks

I don’t hate you but, I definitely don’t miss you.

Funny to think that you never actually liked me, all these years, wasting your own time. I wish I noticed sooner, could have been freer. You’re not my enemy but never again a friend. Im surprised I endured. Relieved by its end.

Life has exploded with , love, multitudinous; expressive, gentle, welcoming, comforting, enlightening, guiding, understanding, respect, patience, support. I have to thank Paul for his unconditional love, if it were not for him, I would not see what was dragging me down.

Kept tucked away, absorbed by unintentional malice.

Selfish, unrelenting, meanness.

Maybe it was intentional, that doesn’t matter now. Finally I can actually just be myself. The best part is the volume of unending love and connection that was immediately and seamlessly available to me.

A friend said “welcome back”, to unconditional love and support from women. Thank you.

I am here, never to drift away, be hidden or shrouded. No longer exhausted.

I loved you, I love all women.

But you.

Complicated, nasty you.

Can be free of me too.