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1.7.25 tuesday
Technically it’s Wednesday now but I’m home from work wide awake, just thinking. Today is our 2 year anniversary and I can’t believe someone tolerated me and my madness for this long. That’s dramatic but I feel like I’m a handful. We moved into our new apartment and its quirky and cozy just like us.… Continue reading
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12.17.24 tuesday
Life can be so weird and sad sometimes. I’ve only ever felt lonely when im longing for something that doesn’t belong to me. my friendships have never felt lifelong, even the good ones. ever waiting for the eventual end, i grieve their loss before it comes. The friends I have now, I am unsure, if… Continue reading
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san francisco
If I sank into the earth, what would become of me? I feel so heavy above ground. Would I grow into something huge, like these sequoia trees? Or a sweet and friendly daisy? Do daisies know they’re kind? Maybe I’d be a simple blade of grass, a dog could chew on me for tummy aches.… Continue reading
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12.5.24 thursday
My hormones affect me greatly, I am so easily swayed by irritability and fatigue. I know being diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis is an “answer” for “understanding” but how am I supposed to deal with this? Hmmm herbal tea, avoid carcinogens, avoid caffeine and sugar and also even though you’re in pain do weight lifting… Continue reading
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friday 11.22.23
Consistency in habits is a lifelong punishment I have to endure. It’s something I’ve always struggled with, even for things I enjoy doing, I cannot be consistent. That leads me here, also inconsistent in my writing, my efforts of expressing myself through literature failing me because I am a lazy person. When I’m at work… Continue reading
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sunday 11/10/24
I started my blog This funny place, I don’t even know how to publish on the website. Im not even a writer, I just enjoy writing. Songs, poems, short stories, I wrote a script of a short-film thriller. Who the hell do I think I am? An idiot. Anyway thats why Im here. Put all… Continue reading
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to start
I am lost. I don’t know when it started, if this is how it’s always been for me. I change my mind so often but always passionately, convinced I’m putting myself in the right direction. I’m starting this blog in hopes to relieve some curiosity, mental tension or maybe even help someone else who is… Continue reading
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little silly strangers
a tired looking elderly man, dressed in colorful classy casual comfort, seems defeated. Blue tape on the back of his hand implying he had a dr’s appointment, a long busy day. A gentle forehead wrinkle seems like a well rehearsed grimace of life’s continued disappointments. Leaning his face into one hand, a familiar resting place… Continue reading
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